Kerjaan Aneh Dr Ioy

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are quite expressive and thoughtful. You see the world in a way that others are blind to. You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they’re going to get it. You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you’re a bit full of yourself. Your near future is in a very different place (both physically and mentally) from where you are right now. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn’t fall in love with someone you didn’t trust.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

Hi Hi Hi

Since few days ago, I could not sleep although I was tired. =( Now, waking up as though I had bad dreams all night. =(

Anyway, the morning started beautifully. Jadi keinget 1 lagu (waktu itu dinyanyiin sama Oon ^,^)

In my own suffering
Through every pain every tear
There’s a God who’s been faithful to me
When My Strength Was All Gone
When My Heart Had No Song
Still In Love He’s Proved Faithful To Me

Every Word He’s Promised Is True
What I Thought Was Impossible
I’ve Seen My God Do

He’s Been Faithful, Faithful To Me
Looking Back He’s Love And Mercy I See
Though In My Heart I Have Questioned
And Failed To Believe
He’s Been Faithful, Faithful To Me
When My Heart Looked Away
The Many Times I Could Not Pray
Still My God Was Faithful To Me

The Days Are Spent So Selfishly
Reaching Out For What Pleased Me
Even Then God Was Faithful To Me

Every Time I Come Back To Him
He Is Waiting For Open Arms
And I See Once Again

He’s Been Faithful
Faithful To Me
Looking Back He’s Love And Mercy I See
Though In My Heart I Have Questioned
Even Failed To Believe
Yet He’s Been Faithful, Faithful To Me

Yang gw bingung kenapa semua wordnya ada dipakein Caps =P hehe. Kdg2 sadar aja sih, gw orgnya agak2 skeptic. (kritis in a sense, kurang iman in another sense =P) Terus selaen itu, kdg2 lupain Tuhan, atau ngelakuin sesuatu yg “ga banget”. Tapi He’s been faithful.. Gw kdg2 kaya the prodigal son, n lucunya, gw mungkin dah lebih dari 1 kali memainkan peran tsb (kalo maen drama, ky gw dah apal scriptnya gitu). But He’s been faithful. Terus ada tertulis (tepatnya di mana gw ga inget): Dia ga bisa ga setia, karena Dia tidak bisa menyangkal diriNya sendiri. Jadi Dia tetap setia, walaupun kita tidak setia. Ihik. Sabar banget ga sih Tuhan itu.

Gw? Kdg2 kurang iman, atau kdg2 lupa iman. =P Belajar pelan2 deh, untuk setia jg. Dan belajar menerima, walaupun bertanya2 (krn ga ngerti), tapi tetap hold on to the Pengharapan.

D. Martyn Lloyd-Jones, former pastor of London’s Westminster Chapel, appreciated Taylor’s insight and said: “Faith is holding on to the faithfulness of God and, as long as you do that, you cannot go wrong. Faith does not look at the difficulties. . . . Faith does not look at itself or at the person who is exercising it. Faith looks at God . . . . Faith is interested in God only, and it talks about God and it praises God and it extols the virtues of God. ….”

Terus jadi kepikiran yg bomb yg kemaren lagi gitu (sebenernya agak ga nyambung). Kalo hidup gw nyantai2 aja, jelas gw ga bakalan tambah cuek n ga terlatih. Dengan ada kejadian tsb, yah, berarti gw juga diajarin ga boleh marah2 n kesel2 lagi. (dah kesel sih, awal2, pake berpikiran buruk segala, lagi) Ya sudahlah…… The hardest part is to wish that everything goes well =s. But i’ll give it a try. Though not that sweet but it’s the most sincere sentence I could throw out now: “I hope you have a great time.”